At times….

like right now I feel so distant from myself. Like I’m here but I’m really not here. 

Leave me some nice things in my ask :)

I’m at work and would love to talk  to some new people :) 

Just fell asleep at work..

omg. 

I’m so tired

it’s not even funny OMG.

My heart’s unsettled but my mind is 

set.

Not content with the little time we 

spent.

I breathe you in only for you to

shut me out. 

I scream within only for you to 

mute my shouts. 

I want you to see me, I want you to feel me,

I want you to love me once more.

This closed door 

is unlocked in my heart. 

Wish I could restart what once was 

the happiness in my 

life’s book of art. 

Have work to do.. but just want to sleep :( blah.

Guess I’ll go to sleep now.

Just did math homework for three hours and I’m not even finished…I HATE finite MATH -_- 

Finally settled in my new apartment for the next two months…

I’m so blessed. :) 

Remember when I start

Finite Mathematics on Monday for summer session 1 and the book is $50… I MIGHT JUST punch myself now. Also looking at these review test are scaring me… I don’t understand anything 0_0. OH 

I love you.. but I love me more. I want you but I’m the equivalent to this worn down floor. I’m always around but you don’t really need me there. I’m just something thats there in the shadows…something that’s convenient. You have to fix yourself and you have to grow and learn. But in return I’m left broken and alone. I’m left ripped and torn into a million pieces. Feeling absolutely nothing.